Happiness is relative. So is sadness.
Often times we create our own happiness and our own sadness.
But there are also times, when we are happy or sad because of a person, situation or event.
I worry a lot. A lot that it gets me sick and makes me very sad. This is something that I need to control...for myself and especially for the people that gets affected because I'm a worrier. My family for one. My kids who I know, even if they do not say anything, can feel that their mom is bothered by something. And I don't want that. I don't want them thinking that and I don't want them to worry about me.
I am at a cross-road right now.
One day I will be feeling confident and knows exactly what my next steps are.
The next day, I'm completely unsure and puzzled and afraid.
I pray to God that he gives me wisdom and strength to decide and plan for the things I need to decide on.
I pray that He continue to shower me with His light and love and that I may use these to understand and give compassion. I pray. I pray. I pray.
